Okay, so through working at the box for the most of yesterday and this morning, I friggen got user and root flags for Postman on HTB. I am not gonna lie, I did reach out for a push or two through the HTB Discord Channel, but no major hints were given, and through a bit of perseverance, I did it. Yay! Upwards and Onwards!
Anyone who is in this field, wow. There is so much to learn that I don’t know, and it’s amazing to me to get in the chats and on the web and pour over the articles, cracks, and loopholes that some of the brightest people in this field have come across. It takes major perseverance and sometimes that quick trip to the bathroom for an ah-ha moment that leads you further down the victory hole.
I have also been listening to another book by Cal Newport – So Good They Can’t Ignore You. I haven’t gotten too far in the book to quickly start picking up things that resonate with me and give me some clarity on how I need to look a bit more at what I am doing here. I was always in the mindset of “learning to love what you do rather than following what you love”. Cal iterated this in the book by basically throwing shade on people who follow their passion. Simply being that many of us don’t know our passion or think we do, only to ask “is this really what I want out of life?”
I go back to work from Parental leave on Monday. I haven’t been there for a while. I want to bring about the “craftsman” mentality to my work – basically, it doesn’t matter what you do, just, as the words of Steve Martin – be so good they can’t ignore you. I aspire to, every day, work towards this. I have spent so much of my life caring about what people think. I also have thought to myself – “I tried the OSCP once, so now I can add it to my resume and people will be lining up to ask me to come to be a pentester for them.” I am so naive sometimes to myself.
I will stop caring so much about the meetings, the reflection of whether or not I have imposter syndrome, and just focus on the Deep Work of crafting myself into a better me, a more skilled me. This is my modus operandi. I will have two bars – one on getting better and more skilled at the policy/risk work I do for the government, and one on working at my technical competency through HTB/PentesterLab. Then onto VHL, and then circle back to the OSCP, or maybe just get the eJPT. (Why not?)
All this while adding exercise to my life (running in the AM with Sandy, the family dog, FTW) and being a good father/husband/trance addict. Yeah, so I think Trance Junkie Podcast will have to wait till the kids are more independent and I can do simple things that don’t align with moving the bar forward for me.
I want to thank God and my wife for helping me find some clarity throughout this week. Continuing to meditate and practice will help me move myself to where I want to be in a year. What does that look like? Well, it’s most likely not an OSCP cert, but it is someone who has moved the bar significantly closer to that cert, someone who is more confident at his job, and someone who continues to be amazed at the existence of his children.